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Err

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I strip

Skin.
The kitchen
Sink has

A polish of
Uneaten silt.

On the stove
Are stains of
Restraint:

Yolk, balsamic
Vinaigrette, cheap
Pomegranate tea.

The kettle eyes me
Heedlessly, fuming.

I think briefly about
Magnets— oppo-
Sites attracting—
And cannot

Conclude
If the scale is
Tipped in my favor
Or reads Err.
This poem is a very emotional topic to me: my weight. I'm really not comfortable disclosing this topic but here goes. You'd think as a guy I'd have a thicker shell against remarks about my weight, but I just don't. It has severely impacted how I see myself, and I broke down a few months ago and resolved to exercise more and eat better after a trip to the doctor weighed me in at over 300+ pounds (I'm usually around 250). I've been unusually depressed in the last few months yet I have been coming out of it, and I finally hit a milestone the other day: my scale at home stopped giving an Err message. The fruits of my labor (literally) have been paying off, and it is such a warm feeling in contrast to the poem.
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saevuswinds's avatar
Oh wow, this is so strong and emotion packed. I love the way you wrote it, and it really helps people feel what you are going through. I wish you the best of luck, because, man, you deserve it.