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Nichrysalis

Published: Nov 3, 2012

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I have never contemplated suicide,
but goddamn

have I thought about contemplating it.

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This is me examining our morbid curiosity with why someone would inflict their own death upon themselves: only those who attempt such a tragedy know why, but, for the rest of that can't fathom ever doing such an act, this is as close as we can get to understanding their emotions.

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